HazyDaze

I went for my breast ultra sound yesterday and had my result today - all clear. No lumps. YEAH!! The last 2 times for the last 2 years, everytime I do an ultra sound, they sure to find at least 1 lump and I had to waste time, money and energy and not to mention the stress to remove it and do a biopsy on it.

I should be happy coz of the good news, but somehow I’m feeling crap. Been feeling crap for the last week or so. I think yesterday was the worst.

KL have been studying overseas for 3 years and I have gotten used to it already. But somehow, this time round, I feel very miserable. Maybe as bad as the first time he went. It is so strange.

Getting all angry with myself lately. Why am I so useless? Why can’t I save enough money to buy us a home in Melbourne so that we can have at least place to live in. Why am I so useless? 9 years together and still struggling? Why can’t we be together?

Life is full of crap!

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